| Location | Peoria, Il |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Genetic Condition |
| Date of Birth | 28/09/2005 |
| Date of Death | 28/09/2005 |
| Visitors | 180 since 14/09/2009 |
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Oh my baby boy. How I've missed you so! There are no words or songs to express the longing that I've had in my heart, to hold you, even for a minute. Sadly, that won't happen until Mommy comes to Heaven to be with you.
Mommy and Daddy found out about you on September 3rd, 2005. We were so ecstatic. We had been trying to have a baby and we were blessed with you, even though it was brief.
On September 27th, 2005 I was talking to mommy's best friend when her back started hurting. I thought it was nothing, possibly from sitting down too long. I shrugged it off and went to bed. The next morning I awoke and my back was hurting even more. I got scared and told your daddy who suggested we head to the hospital. We got there and were rushed into a room where they examined mommy and told me the dreadful news. I would never get to hold you in my arms. You were too tiny.
Mommy and Daddy only thought that you were in mommy's tummy for only about 8 weeks but after your autopsy was performed, we had come to find out that you were in mommy's tummy for 17 wks 6 days. Mommy's gestational age. You were so little. 1 lb 4 oz and 9 in long. I couldn't bear the thought of living my life without you but your daddy and grandma helped me a great deal in the aftermath of your passing. We had your autopsy performed and we found out the reason why mommy had you so early. You had a rare genetic defect called Anenchephaly.
Don't worry about any of that now though sweet baby of mine. Just rest your head knowing that mommy and daddy are doing just fine and that we both know you are looking over us. One day you'll get to meet your little brothers and let them know how much they, and you, are loved.
Mommy & Daddy miss you so much, Sebastian. But we know that deep down in our hearts, we have our OWN personal guardian angel to watch over us forever!
We love you, Sebastian!
Love
Mommy
Daddy
Gage
Jaxon
Little Brother - by Christie Wildman
You have this little Brother,
He loves you very much,
But you’ll never get to see him,
Or feel his gentle touch.
He had to go away you see,
Through God’s garden gates.
Though he longs to meet you,
Heaven’s where he waits.
You have this little Brother,
He’s sending you his love,
Although he longs to be with you,
He watches from above.
He grew his Angel wings you see,
Though none of us were ready,
On one of heavens clouds he sleeps,
Cuddling his teddy.
You have this little Brother,
He’d love to come and play.
But for all eternity,
In the sky is where he’ll stay.
God had a plan you see,
He needs him by his side,
He’s shown him how to use his wings,
Through heavens clouds he glides.
You have this little Brother,
And though you are apart,
The love that you feel for him,
Will remain ever in your heart.
To The Child I'll Never Know - by Gloria Dianne
How can I say Good Bye
When I never said Hello,
Why does my heart grieve
For the child I'll never know?
You were a part of me
For just a little while.
I grieve because I'll never see
The magic in your smile.
I grieve for all the unsaid words
That you will never say.
I grieve that I will never see
You happily at play.
I grieve for all the lullabies
That will remain unsung.
I grieve because I'll never see
Your face gleaming like the sun.
I grieve because you will never know
The comfort of my touch.
I grieve because you will never know
That you were loved so much.
I grieve for all the tomorrows
That will never be.
I grieve because God chose
To take you back from me.
You live among the Angels now
Your earthly mission done,
You will be so dearly missed
Good-Bye my little one.
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